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Friday, November 20, 2015

Chapter 14: The Gambler's Route

And with that, Arbiter is a trilogy. You've got Peter Jackson ready for me, right Hollywood?

Newbs start da series here, da episode here. Vets, here or down thar. I'ma go figure out what the hell I'ma do with the other ~20k words for Nano.

Chapter 14: The Gambler's Route


The clan would reach its destination tomorrow, and there was still no sign of Kirana. As she often did these past weeks, Svara felt responsible and helpless to fix anything. She supposed that’s why she was here, instead of sleeping like the rest of her adoptive family.


They assured her it somehow wasn’t her fault that she lead a troup of Breathers to their camp and embroiled them in her private war. It was only coincidence that a so-called ‘enforcer’ appeared on the very same night those Breathers attacked the clan, and if Svara hadn’t killed the beast and provoked the Curator’s attack, somebody else in the family was bound to do it in her place.


According to them, there was no meaning behind the fact that she’d been the last to see Kirana, that nobody would have been able to stop her or get her to say why she needed to go into the Dawnless Woods after the battle.


This wasn’t what she had in mind when she joined the clan. Were her ambitions just naive delusions? Svara wanted to contribute, to bring something to these people that wouldn’t normally be available. What they got was just a liability.


“It’s diff’rent out here,” Cascata had scolded her. “When things’re bad, they’re worse. But when they’re good, they’re the best you’ll find anywhere. They ain’t great right now, Svara, but it’s got nothin’ to do with you. Don’ be so dramatic! The woods were mean long before you came here.”


The lecture was a continuing comfort, but it wasn’t enough to get Svara to sleep. So she Breathed, ran far ahead and behind the caravan. That’s how she’d come here, memorized the layout of their destination even before she was introduced to its famed residents. She had no idea what kind of oddballs would build such a large home that was still so classically cottage, but it did make for a charming homestead.


It was built on fertile soil, and the residents ran a wonderful farm and orchard. There was far more produce than the two people living there could ever grow on their own, and certainly more than they could use. Svara was no longer mystified by the clan’s surplus of fruits and vegetables.


As big as it was, it never took a Breather long; she’d already scouted the clan’s campsite, too, a large stretch stretch of hilly field with a very defensible and long ridge between it and the woods. The woods were still a good distance away, too. She could only see their constant cloud cover on the horizon. The Elder had been wise to skip the site between this one and their last. If the attacks began again, their chances were much better here.


With their destination scouted, the only practical chore she had left was to patrol the forest’s edge. The enemy had shown a tendency for attacking from the west, and while they may have killed the commander responsible for that strategy, the warriors still agreed the enemy would emerge from the woods from somewhere ahead of the caravan. Svara would keep her patrol centered around the homestead.


Word spread quickly about Trent and the others meeting with the Curator. A few claimed Trent was a genius for walking into enemy lines, but most - Svara included - considered it madness. Perhaps her perspective was skewed, because Trent couldn’t be educated on subjects like morale or hostages and therefore his calculations would be different. Still, no normal human would look at those monsters and think it was reasonable to assume they would not harm him. Even if their stated purpose was limited to a few specific targets, the natural reaction should be to keep a safe distance.


Common sense proved faulty, and that worried Svara. Trent was granted safe passage to their leader, safe passage back, and then permitted to return to their leader with his friends. No sensible general would do such a thing, so how had Trent concluded this one would have such a whimsy? If logic worked differently out here, then what good was her schooling?


There had to be a way to reconcile this wild math with her civilized schooling. The whole world had been wild once, so there should still be some wild wisdom buried in her Breather’s training. If she could find it, maybe then she could redeem herself for all the trouble she’d caused.


Her patrol brought her to a very old road, overgrown but still discernable from the surrounding field. It must have been a trade route between Midway and the West before the Dawnless Woods had sprouted. It made for a good landmark, so Svara decided it would be the northern edge of her patrol. She turned around.


Maybe Cascata and the Elder were being honest. Maybe all this trouble was just an unlucky string, and Svara had actually come along when the clan needed her most. It seemed too good to be true, but it was still a comforting prospect.


Whatever the case, she doubted all this brooding was the path to becoming useful. She wanted to be useful, but she also couldn’t do everything. Maybe she’d just been overstepping her bounds a bit. She’d focus on what she was good at and hope it would yield some results soon.


The wind was blowing into the woods; it didn’t often blow out, and if it did, the angle was shallow. The wind may be her favorite sense, but she’d need to keep the others sharp when it wasn’t favorable.


The hunters could stalk prey in total darkness, and Svara had been assured their noses weren’t what helped them do it. They’d learned to hear and feel the things sight was better for, and they also claimed Svara could learn. It was an exciting promise, even if learning the skill meant venturing into those woods again. She knew firsthand how terrifying the place really was, but she also knew how powerful its survivors were.


Whether or not they kept her on the current warrior path, those hunter traits would make her more potent. With all the clan’s recent losses, she found it more likely they’d change her mind and begin teaching her to hunt as well.


She hoped so. Didn’t she? Cascata and her hunters were all so incredible, she’d give almost anything to be like them. There was no such transaction though, no guarantee she had that sort of potential. She might give everything she’d ever had and still not reach that peak. If all that waited at the end of such a terrifying road was failure, maybe it was better to never travel it.


Life is such a gamble. I wish I knew a surefire way to win it.


She’d been going South for a while. It was probably time to find a good landmark and patrol back towards the road. Nothing looked suitable, particularly in the dark. She drew her scimitar and mutilated enough flora to be sure she’d recognize the spot on her return trip. Then she headed back north.


A guarantee wasn’t something a clanswoman should waste her time pining over. They were a hardy people, used to doing the best they could with what they had. More importantly, they showed such wonderful grace when the dice didn’t roll in their favor.


If she wanted their powers, she’d better learn to embrace that grace. Huh; I woulda thought a Breather should the one to teach these guys on that subject.


The idea that bad things could happen - no matter how good she was or how hard she tried - was more liberating than she expected. The stakes were high enough, so why should she have to bet her pride, too?  She’d do the best she could, and Dahlia and the matron and everyone else would still call her ‘family.’


Svara skidded to a stop. There were traces on the wind. She took a deep Breath and focused on what they told her.


2 living things, one certainly too big to be human. Outside the woods, heading west. Scouts? Advanced troops preparing another ambush? Stragglers for one that’s about to happen? Her heart clenched at the thought, but another Breath told her of their speed. They weren’t in a hurry. Were they just wild beasts?


The monsters’ methods were inscrutable. She’d get a closer look, and be very careful in the process.


The grass blurred around her as she streaked straight west, looking for a good place to survey her targets without being seen. Maybe these were just roaming animals, but if they weren’t she was glad for her insomnia.


She found a suitable hill when she was just a short distance ahead of her targets. Once at the base, she lay prone and crawled arm-over-arm up the slope. She couldn’t help feeling a little undignified slithering like this. Breathers were meant to skim the ground as they raced over it, not awkwardly embrace it like a snail.


She finally reached the top and parted the weeds to peer down on the road; she hadn’t realized she’d come this far north. There wasn’t any movement, but her frame of vision was limited by how low she was to the ground and the amount of brush surrounding her.


The wind did not lie. Svara waited, and before long, a man leading a lizard-drawn cart came into view. She recognized the feathers and wondered if this was one of Bo’s cousins. They ambled along the road away from the woods. The cart was full of random household objects. A merchant and his wares? Seeing such an innocuous sight out here felt really remarkable for some reason. At least the clan was safe.


Wait. This decrepit road, this close to the woods, walking west? Did they come out of the woods?


Svara hadn’t spent long in the East or South, but she knew they more-or-less shared the North’s aversion to the Dawnless Woods. There wouldn’t be so much turmoil in the clockwork nations if people still traveled through Midway. Was this merchant insane, or was this some kind of trick?


The man ordered his lizard to make an abrupt stop. He scanned his surrounding warily, squinting in the moonlight like it would help him see better. Had he detected her somehow? She was way too far for him to hear her; she couldn’t even hear the beast or the cart. The only way he could detect a trained assassin with her abilities was by elemental means.


While he might still be a merchant, he was no ordinary merchant. Was he dangerous? A more relevant question: was he dangerous to the clan? If not, maybe Svara should just let him pass.


The merchant turned to unhitch his lizard, revealing an enormous crossbow on his back. He kept scanning his surroundings as he worked, obviously agitated.


What was his art? Not likely to involve the wind, as Svara only detected him because she was downwind. Nobody ever really taught her how the elements could be used, not in any meaningful detail. If he was scared, though, maybe he wasn’t confident in combat, and she doubted it would even come to that. The poor man was probably still on edge after his ordeal in the woods, and it was wise to be wary this close to them. She’d probably be a welcome sight.


There was always the chance that he was something else, though, something dangerous. To approach was to gamble. Was she ready to bet that she could defeat or outrun him?


She knew what the matron would tell her to do. She also knew Dahlia would do the opposite. And while the matron would tell me not to risk it, there’s no way she wouldn’t investigate.


Svara climbed to her feet and raised her arms high. She took a deep breath and bellowed as loud as she could. “Hail!”


The merchant whirled around, shielding his eyes as if it would help. Svara chuckled and shouted again.


“Hail! I mean you no harm, may I come down?”


The merchant exhaled; Svara thought it looked like a sigh of relief. He raised his arms in greeting, then made an exaggerated beckoning motion. He turned back to his lizard and began to retie all the knots he’d just undone.


Svara took a deep breath and ran down the hill. “I mean you no harm, sir,” she called when she came close enough. “and I’m sorry if I startled you. I just came across you on patrol and didn’t know if you were, well, human.”


“Quite alright, young lady,” he grunted as he pulled one last knot tight. “I started feelin’ a little paranoid there. This close to the Dawnless Woods, ya never know what to expect when your mule starts sniffin’ the air, am I right?”


Yeah, right. You noticed me long before the big guy ever did. Calling him on his lie wouldn’t do any good. In fact, it would betray her own secrets. It’s not like she blamed him, either. If she was allowed to protect her art, then he was allowed his.
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“Spoken like a man who knows his way around the forest. I didn’t think many merchants dared use the old routes anymore. I hope such a steep risk gives you just as much advantage at market!”


“Oh, no, I’m no merchant m’lady. Although…” he laughed and put his hands on his hips. “I guess maybe I am! I’m a treasure hunter, you see.”


Svara cocked her head to one side. Why’d he look so proud of that? Maybe it sounded like a more prestigious title in other cultures? “Oh? Is there treasure in the woods?”


“Oh my, yes! There always is when risk is involved, isn’t there? Midway was a prosperous place, you see, and a lot of wealthy people left a lot behind when they… departed. It’s not doing the current residents any good, so I figure there’s no harm in putting these items back into circulation.”


“No, I don’t see any harm in that,” Svara inspected the goods in his cart. Some were made of fine materials, but others didn’t seem very special. ‘Always treasure when risk is involved;’ maybe mundane items became more valuable when mystery and tragedy were attached?


“You said you were on patrol. Aren’t you a little young to be a soldier?” He raised an eyebrow.


“Probably,” she shrugged. “I’m watching out for my family. We’ve had some rough incidents with those ‘residents’ you mentioned earlier in the last couple of weeks-”


“You live out here?” The treasure hunter narrowed his eyes. “That must be a recent occurrence. I’ve only ever known two people to live out here, and you aren’t one of them.”


“You must not come all that often then,” Svara challenged. “We call the whole western edge of this forest our home. We may not always be in this area, but it’s still part of our home.” Two people… “You know the residents of this cottage up here? The mother and son?”


“Oh, so you do know them,” the suspicion left his eyes. “Not particularly well. It’s been a few years, but they usually offer me their security. I, uh, was hoping they were still around and still hospitable. Forgive a guy for intruding, but sometimes he can really use a safe place to sleep, am I right?”


“Sure, seems polite enough to ask. We’re actually on our way to see them too. Would you like to come to our camp?”


His eyes lit up. “May I? Young lady, I’d be in your debt. It’s been a long opportunity, you see. Fruitful, but a little disappointing compared to what could have been. Alas, I’m prattling. Are you certain about that offer, young lady?”


“Sure,” Svara shrugged. The Elder might want to have a chat with this guy. “It’s about as far North as they are South. Your cart gonna have any trouble with that?”


“No, the plains are barely any worse than this road. We’ll get there!”


With a bit of cajoling, the stranger got his cart turned in the right direction. At one point, Svara thought the treasure hunter was going to lose an arm to his grumpy lizard, but soon they were off.


“Ah, ya can’t know I relieved I feel!” he exclaimed. Svara rolled her eyes; the clan had sheltered her from more than just imaginary threats when she was exhausted. She expected she knew his relief pretty well. “I may have been pushing my luck more than ever on this excursion. I thought I was dead for sure, more than once! I came so close to the motherlode, you wouldn’t believe it. Next time. If there ever is a next time, I won’t fail!”


“What, ya looking for something specific?” Svara asked casually. She didn’t much care; the clan couldn’t make much use of treasure, unless an item had a practical use. They had a long walk ahead of them, so some idle chatter couldn’t hurt. Even if it did amount to empty boasting.


“Yes! Well, sort of. I don’t know what’s in there, but I know it’s gotta be good!”


“Yeah?” Svara feigned interest. “Find a nice building, like a mansion or something?”


“Better! But here’s the strange part: I don’t really know what you call it! It’s shaped like a building, see, but it’s more like it’s carved out of marble. Only marble doesn’t jut out of the ground like this. It isn’t like you find pillars of it just sittin’ there so you can carve a house out of it, am I right?”


“So what is it?” Svara felt just a little annoyed that his description caught her interest.


“Well, I’ve been to all four nations over and over, right? And all of ‘em have their magic scholars. You know, sorcerers and such. They say a gifted earth magician erected it from underground and shaped it to his liking! It’s a wizard’s stronghole, young lady! Knowledge or fortune or ones-of-their-kinds, magicians are known hoarders, am I right? And Midway was known to have the craziest most talented sorcerers of them all!”


More like the craziest magicians fled there when they did something to get exiled from their own lands. And what’s with all this “Am I right?” Are ya really asking, or does that mean something else where you’re from?


Svara wondered why she was so grumpy. Was she disappointed that she hadn’t found actual danger? “That does sound like quite a find. So you’ve heard of this place, or you know where it is?”


“I’ve been there, now. All around it, even came right up to the front door! That’s closer than I’ve ever been, see, ‘cause the guards were away-”


“Wait, guards?” Now he really had Svara’s attention. What would denizens of the woods be guarding? “Like, monster guards?”


“What other kind would there, am I right?” He laughed. “In all my years of checkin’ of watchin’ that place, I’d never seen the guards away. All I knew is they went west! Somethin’ must have happened, so I came to see what had their attention and how long things were gonna be this way...”


Svara’s mind raced. We won the battle by killing the leader. There was a leader above him. There were guards, they’re gone, they went west - this way!- but left their charge unguarded. Well, at least less guarded, who knows what’s inside? Well… I might!


If it worked in the battle, couldn’t it work for the whole war?


“I’m glad I found you, stranger. What’s your name?”


“Maita Bolon, ma’am, at your service! You’re glad, you say? You wanna buy somethin’?”


“Nah,” Svara shook her head and smiled. He had his secrets, and he hid them behind an irritating front, but… “But I think we might be able to help each other.”

I'm thinking about just starting where Svara finds Maita. Why'd I think I needed all that introspection before? Oh nano.

Thursday, November 19, 2015

Chapter 13: Farewell

Formatting may be a bit weird this time. The HTML didn't do what it normally does. Makes me wish I knew what I was doing! Well, not enough to actually learn it proper, but... ANYHOO

Lovely newcomers could start the episode here, and the chapter starts here or down thar.

Chapter 13: Farewell


With a lot of effort and snarling, they managed to get Cascata draped over Moondancer’s back. Jedrek was terrified for her sake, but she was just angry.

“I’da snapped ‘im in two if it wasn’t fer Stinger!” she raged. “I’d keep ‘im alive, but only ‘is head, and I’d carry ‘im around on me belt and jab ‘im in the eye every time it felt right!”

“Heads don’t live without the rest, dummy,” Kirana patted her on the head, and the apprentices looked at her like she’d stuck her head into Bo’s mouth. “Ya’d be better served puttin’ his were yers goes.”
To the children’s relief, the matron just chuckled. “He was a bit better at math, weren’t he?”

“Aye, when he wanted ta be. He did some things dumb.”

“As you imply,” the Speaker shrugged. “It would seem his impulses got in the way of his judgment. We should count ourselves most fortunate.”

“He should count hisself fort’nate,” Cascata grumbled. “With two arms, I’da broke his arms ‘n legs off and wore ‘im like a pack. ‘e’d do math fer me on th’ hunt, and if ‘e didn’t, I’d backflop into a dung pile or six.”

“Ya gonna fantasize about ways he wouldn’t o’ beat ya forever?” Kirana taunted. “I’ma get th’ elder ta sew yer mouth shut. She’ll need the practice if we’re ever gonna get Evan’s closed. Ye’re startin’ ta sound like ‘im, y’know.”

Cascata tried to laugh, but the attempt obviously hurt. She chuckled through gritted teeth. “I’ma have you beggin’ fer mercy when I get mended.”

“Git on that, wouldja brats? The elder’s only got all night ta lecture her over this.”

Cascata moaned her dismay about facing the elder as Moondancer shambled off with the apprentices. Kirana and the Speaker stayed behind; Kirana got the impression they wouldn’t be seeing him again, and figured someone ought to say goodbye.

“So ye’re free now, right?” she asked. “Tha’s gotta feel good.”

“You’ve no idea,” he said wistfully. “Life had just been waiting until he sent me to my death, before. The only reason it didn’t happen was because I was more… usefully rare than the others. You’ve no idea what life is like in there. If you serve, they use you until you break. If you don’t, life is a constant battle royale against the other madmen who roam those woods.”

“I wouldn’t think talkin’ was so rare, the way you carry on. Where’d ya learn all them stuffy words, anyway? Us hunters’re known ta talk bad ‘cause we practice fightin’ more’n talkin’. Fer someone came outta the most fighty place we know, ya sure got some practice with the talky bit.”

The Speaker gave her a sly smile. “My gift came with both fortune and mis-. Talking isn’t my only skill, you see, so the leadership had some unique roles for me. Not unlike my role in this attack, I suppose, but… well, suffice to say: talking is not like walking, is it? It doesn’t come naturally. Obviously I learned somewhere, from someone, just as you did.”

“Fair enough,” Kirana shrugged. The story probably would have bored her anyway. “What’s the first thing you’re gonna do with ya new freedom?”

He inhaled deep and slow, then let it out all at once. “I haven’t the faintest idea, and I love it.”

“Well, if it don’t feel too much like servin’, the Elder really wants to talk to ya,” Kirana suggested. “I mean really bad. I’m startin’ to think she fancies ya. Ya might like the rest of the fam’ly too, and they’d warm up to ya. Ya can’t be worse than our normal talky monster. Ya wouldn’t believe how much Evan yaps. On and on, and yet ‘e really never says nothin’...”

“There’s no chance of that happening, neighbor,” the Speaker interrupted. “I appreciate the sentiment, but I’m done even looking at these woods. You asked me about the first thing I will do with my freedom, and I now realize the answer is ‘travel.’ The Curator wasn’t the master of masters, you see; that master is still in there, and it would be in my best interest to stay far, far away from it. With the loss of this Curator, I might recommend you do the same.”

“Talk about things that ain’t happenin’,” Kirana smirked. “That ain’t one of ‘em. This land runnin’ along the woods be our home, no master’s master gets a say ‘bout that.”

“It may not agree, but I respect your resolve.”

“So ya leavin’ right away, yeah? I guess I oughta say thanks ‘fore ya do. I know ya did it fer yerself, and we respect that, but ya still done us a favor. So: thanks.”

“No, it’s I who should thank you! In fact, may I thank you, Kirana? I have a reward I think you can appreciate.”

“You have stuff?” Kirana raised an eyebrow. “Where ya keepin’ it? I don’t see no pockets.”

“My reward is less tangible, I’m afraid. Well, no, I suppose it isn’t!” He laughed. His fingers made a clacking sound as he flicked them against his forearm.  “This exoskeleton - chitin, armor, whatever you’d like to call it - can you think of any creature you’ve ever encountered who didn’t have something that looked similar to mine?”
“Nah, ya’ll got that. It’s what marks ya as woods-dwellers.”

“Indeed!” the Speaker seemed excited. “It’s because this material didn’t exist in this world before Midway went dark. This substance is only a hundred-odd years old, Kirana. Isn’t that astounding?”

Kirana shrugged. “I guess. I seen harder stuff. Other armor c’n protect better, and our steel cuts easier.”

“Indeed. I wouldn’t argue otherwise. But that’s not what makes this special. Would you like to learn, Kirana? It could be of great use to your family.”

“Ye’re gonna give me yer skin?” Kirana was skeptical. “What am I supposed ta do with it?”

“I can’t tell you; you must discover that on your own, because nobody ever uses it exactly like anyone else. It’s a reward of your own choosing, of your own making. I can’t really describe what it can do for you because I’m not certain.”

This was confusing. Kirana didn’t need a reward, he’d been a big help already. About the only possessions she cared about were her bow and her body, and she doubted he could improve either of those. Didn’t the elder once tell her it was rude to refuse gifts in other cultures? That shouldn’t matter, monsters didn’t have culture.

“Nah, I don’ really unnerstand the point, and I’m good with what I got. I don’t see no reason to hurt ya fer a reward I’m not sure I’ma use.”

“Hurt me?” The Speaker asked. He laughed and scratched his claws against a portion of armor. “No, this won’t hurt, there are no nerves in there. Besides, where I’m going, I need to get rid of most of it. I insist, Kirana; hold out your hand.”

She shrugged and held her right arm towards him. It was her draw hand, so he’d better not betray her trust; she’d kill him for it. Huh, me index be bleedin’. Didn’t think I shot that much, me quiver must be near empty, .

“Alright, now this will take a few moments. It’s not a liquid, but it can behave like one when it needs to. Ah, look at that! You’re bleeding, that should actually speed things up.”

“Whatever ya say. I still don’t get it,” Kirana watched him put his index fingertip against her own. It didn’t hurt, so whatever he was doing was probably fine. “Why ya gotta ditch yer skin where ye’re going?”

“Well, this isn’t really skin. But I’ll need to blend in, you see. Look more like all of you! I’ve done it before, it’s actually kind of fun. I get to make a new face and pretend to be somebody new for a while. Good trick, right? It’s how I put this gift to use, when it was given to me.”

“You getta change yer face? I got, like, a hunnert family who’d be jealous.” Kirana teased. “Oi, this be in or on any critter in th’ woods, right? Couldn’t I just take it off them?”

“I’m afraid not, this only works if both parties are alive. Well, or if you’re a lifespeaker.”

“Life be somethin’ ya speak? I don’ get it.”

The Speaker chuckled. “Then I suppose you’re not a lifespeaker. That’s okay! I know enough for the both of us. I suppose that means you’re not schooled in magic, then.”

“Nah, never seen much o’ that. The Elder knows a bit, an’ some o’ me other kin. I ain’t go th’... whatever I would need ta use it.”

“Nonsense! Everyone has an affinity. That’s neither here nor there, I suppose, I’m just making conversation while we wait. Did you know life magic transforms the other types? It transforms earth into bone, water into blood, and air into breath. Our bodies use life magic without us ever thinking about it.”

“Huh, tha’s neat,” Kirana didn’t know if she should believe him, but she didn’t care enough to say so.

“There’s another type of matter, did you know? Not many people do. It’s a fascinating thing, really, we don’t understand it well, and thereby, we don’t understand what life transforms it into.”

Kirana raised one eyebrow. “Wha’s the matter now? Ye sayin’ there’s somethin wrong? With life, ‘r what?”

The Speaker laughed heartily and pulled his hand away. “Oh, neighbor, you’re a gifted punster. Nevermind that, we’re done here. You must forgive me, if you can: there’s a sizeable amount of danger to go along with this. My omission wasn’t mean-spirited, I assure you; I just couldn’t have you following me for some unforeseen reason. And it’s not like I lied; there’s tremendous benefit, if you survive.”

“What’re you on about?” Kirana asked, feeling aloof. She inspected her finger. It had moved so slow that she never saw it drip, but the armor had formed a cap over her fingertip, like she’d dipped it in melted candle wax. She still didn’t understand how it was much of a reward, but she supposed it would protect her skin better than a callus. “I ain’t gonna follow ya. Got too much ta do here and no reason to bother you.”
“You won’t go telling the Miracle about this, will you?” The Speaker was talking to the sparrow that landed on his shoulder. “Oh, that’s right, I offered to let you come with me. Have you decided to accept?”

It chirped like it was answering him. Kirana thought that was kind of cute.

“Farewell, Kirana,” the Speaker gave a small wave and turned away. “Please take care of yourself.”

“Uh-huh,” Kirana replied, distracted. Mentioning her responsibilities to the Speaker had reminded her of all the tasks she still needed to do. She suddenly felt motivated to get started on them. “Catch ya later, neighbor.”

The clan had suffered a lot in recent weeks. The difficulties and casualties just kept rising, and now even Cascata numbered among them. Kirana was needed more than ever, and she planned to rise to the challenge. They were a sorry lot, bunglers and cowards clingers. They were so helpless without her. So adorable.

How many hunters were left? After tonight, she wouldn’t be surprised if they numbered half what they did when winter ended. There’d be even more cries for change now, more demands to give up and join the squatters.

She wouldn’t have it. She’d provide enough to compensate for every hunter who’d fallen before her.

Though weary and wary, her family was almost done preparing the night’s camp. There was still plenty of night for their rest, and they could probably afford a late start to their journey. For all they knew, the attacks would cease with the Curator’s death.

If protection was covered, then she should get a head start on providing. They had enough food, but it couldn’t hurt to have more. Kirana could find better fare! Meat was much more energizing, would carry them much farther. They needed more meat, much more.

“Oi, Kirana,” Svara hailed her, looking exhausted. “The Elder wants to see you. She was hoping the Speaker would be with you, but I guess he must have run off, yeah?”

Kirana patted her on the shoulder as she moved past. Svara was a good lass, would make a fine warrior with her breathing skills and a few months’ dancing. Kirana would provide her with all the food she needed to grow even bigger and stronger.

“Should I tell her you need a bit longer? Kirana? Her tent’s this way tonight…”

Kirana broke into a run. The night was young, she should have plenty of time to secure something big enough for the entire clan to feast on for breakfast. That was sure to raise morale!

“Hey, Kirana!” Svara wasn’t as toned, but her Breathing let her catch up to Kirana. “Where are you going? Is something wrong?”

They left the camp behind and made for the woods. Kirana pulled her bow over her head and nocked an arrow. Better game usually waited further in, but she’d be ready just in case.

“What is it, Kirana?!” Svara sounded desperate now. “Surely it can wait, can’t it?! If not, then take someone to help you!”

It didn’t take long to reach the woods. Kirana heard Svara’s steps slow and stop as she plunged into the darkness. It occurred to her that she didn’t prepare a pack, hadn’t brought Lummush or many arrows. It was fine, she wasn’t about to waste any time going back to camp. The clan needed her now, needed her to do what she did best.

Her family needed her, and Kirana would provide.

You ams scrawny, need eat more. No whining. Eat. EAT! Need eat and grow and lift mountains. Eeeeeeeeeeat.

Wednesday, November 18, 2015

OI! Different noise!

I wonder why da jews spell Oy vey with the y. I wonder why I go with Oi. I'll ask, next time I run into me.

Maybe inserting this into chapter 12 will bring it up to the (lowered!) bar of nanowrimo chapters. I'm gettin' kind of scared of what I'll find when I go to edit in december. Whatevs!

At least the conversation does some work now. Stupid deadbeat conversation...
The Curator spoke to them through their own thoughts, so Lyn couldn’t always tell when something was her own idea or if it was implanted by a stranger. The cadence of that last one didn’t sound like him, though. Most of his thoughts seemed to be questions.


 I can relate, Lyn. Would you believe me if I told you this also feels like a dream for me?


Trent, Jedrek, and Idris looked at her. Their expressions were guarded, despite the Curator’s constant assurances that he wasn’t going to harm them. Lyn believed him; he seemed genuinely delighted by their presence. She couldn’t understand why Trent was so insistent that they be here, though.


“I have to sequester the plan, even from my own conscious thoughts!” He’d told them. “Now that I know what needs to happen, I can’t have him finding out about it, and that means I can’t share it with you. Just trust me. Stage one involves us going to see him!”


Lyn was beginning to think ‘stage one’ was about baiting a specific reaction out of the Curator, like she was always forced to do if she needed something from Soko. All taming had this element to it, to some extent. She supposed she just had to trust Trent knew what he was doing.


“I’m not sure,” Lyn replied. “I guess not. Is this not something you do often?”


No, not at all. I’d forgotten how things are out here! How vibrant you people are. You’re so different from this rabble. He motioned at the horde surrounding them. So curious, so innocent, so beautiful! Forgive me for saying so.


“If you like us so much, then why attack us?!” Jedrek couldn’t contain his outrage, but seemed to regret it once it was out. Lyn could relate; how much did they need to hide their hostility? Which topics could they talk about, and which would betray Trent’s plan? “I mean, if you’re fond of us, why can’t we talk this out?”


Alas, that’s out of my hands. It pains me a little - just a little, mind you - but order must be maintained, and this is what must be done to maintain it. Order is everything. It pains me to hurt you, but you’ll survive. Thrive, even. Don’t feel guilty about your hatred, Jedrek. Or Lyn, or any of you. I deal with thoughts of violence against me every waking moment. Your naive versions are like a breath of fresh air, compared to the schemes of these lot.


The apprentices exchanged looks, and nobody spoke for several seconds. Nothing he said made any sense. Lyn felt a little sorry for the Curator. Nobody knew what life was like in the Dawnless Woods, but she’d assume it was madness. Of course the Curator would have to be insane to survive it.


He chortled, and the apprentices could only wonder whose thoughts he found funny.


“Your soldiers,” Trent said. “They’re not loyal?”


Oh, no, not in the slightest. Fortunately, they don’t have a choice. Literally. Well, most of them; some only obey on threat of death. Most can have their choice taken from them. Most will obey any order I give them, almost like my own arms and legs.


“How is that possible?” Trent asked. “Do you tame them, like Lyn and the herd?”


Like Lyn and the heard… the Curator paused. Ah. That’s a beautiful memory, Jedrek, and you make quite the conductor, Lyn! There is an element of taming in my work, but it’s not all of it. How do I explain my method? He paused again. Ah! Your have a similar affinity to mine! The sparks you study, those drops of lightning: they are the basis of thought. When you move a muscle, dream, even the beating of your heart are all driven by sparks. I’ve honed that element of my own body, can broadcast to others. It’s how you hear me now. It’s how I control them.


“Could you control us that way?” Trent seemed to understand the concept better than Lyn did.


The Curator chuckled. No. Well, yes, but it would require… modifications. I’d need to change you. No need to be frightened, I wouldn’t. There’d be no point. It would deprive you of what I like about you. I’d be depriving myself! I have more soldiers than I know what to do with, I wouldn’t ruin potential friendships for a handful more.


‘Potential friendship’ was pretty optimistic, by Lyn’s reckoning.


“What about precision, once they’re modified?” Trent motioned into the crowd. “Could you order a specific monster to come over here and, I don’t know; use its blade-hands to cut my hair?”


The Curator shook his head. Not without some practice. That pertains to the ‘taming component’ I mentioned earlier. I can issue orders remotely, he tapped a claw against his temple. But when I’m in control, once I’ve broadcasted my ‘obey’ signal… they enter a sort of trance. They’re not very creative when that happens. As a matter of fact, it lowers their individual prowess by a large margin. I trance them up then drill them in simple maneuvers, much like how Lyn taught her friends to sing by using noises they naturally made. I could bring one over here, but the most complex order I could give it after that would be ‘kill.’ I could even assign a target, but their drills have taught them to kill anything that gets in the way. I’m afraid I couldn’t help style your hair, son.


“Concerning the battle, then. Wouldn’t it be more efficient to march them here in a trance, then release several at a time to fight at their full potential?”


Absolutely. But I was permitted to lead in person this time! I was not given any parameters for my mission, no deadline nor any restriction on my losses. I intend to enjoy my excursion as long as I can!


When Trent didn’t ask any more questions, Lyn glanced at him. His eyes seemed distant, and he chewed his thumbnail as his mind went about its math.


The Curator let out a guffaw, startling the apprentices. Yes, Trent, I do have major, exploitable weaknesses. Doesn’t everybody? Don’t fret for my sake, though. There isn’t anyone around who’s capable of exploiting them. After all…


 His right arm was a blur as it swung down to cleave a skull-sized rock in two with its wrist blade.


One does not live long enough to learn these skills if one is very vulnerable on their own.


Trent swallowed hard and seemed a little paler than before, but the Curator just laughed again. Don’t be so embarrassed. I told you, I get this all the time! My life is a constant stream of schemes, it’s actually refreshing to be the target of such a… wholesome brand of scheme.


Lyn wished she could also read Trent’s mind, the same way the Curator could. Had the whole plot been exposed? How much did the Curator know? It would take a special kind of arrogance to reveal these sorts of secrets knowing how they would be used against him. It fit with the rest of the Curator’s methods, though. He’d approached this mission like he would a holiday. It was more about enjoying the journey than reaching the destination because he was utterly convinced he would get there no matter what.


Was that arrogance, or just simple reality?


This is a give-and-take conversation, young friends. It’s my turn to take! Come, show me what goes on at these dinner fires. Conjure some of the more memorable…


The thought trailed off, and Lyn could feel his distraction as if it were her own. It would seem your mother wants a word with me. I can oblige. The more, the merrier!


Lyn wondered which mother he meant, but didn’t have to wait long before Cascata found them. She should have guessed. The warrior matron looked livid and a little confused as she strode towards them.


“‘ave I gone mad?” she asked. “Runts, what’re you doin’ here?!”

Did we take a trip to Wikipedia's landfill? 'cause this sure looks like an infodump. That took me like ten seconds, sitcom writers. You guys suck!